I get so sick of being told or hearing about how I should be handling losing my daughter, sick of being told to move on or people expecting that I’d be doing better by now or thinking I shouldn’t still be hurting so badly or that I shouldn’t talk about “it” so much. It? […]Read more "I’ll never be “all better” and if you think I should be I think you’re dumb."
Tomorrow I go back to work… Reason would have been 11 months old and I don’t feel ready for it at all. I know I don’t have a choice in the matter and I’ll try my hardest to make the best of it but I make no promises. I feel like it’s an ending to […]Read more "Back to Work"
Dear Reason, Losing you was nothing I could have ever been prepared for and here I am nearly 6 months without you and still not ready to move on. I’ll never be ready to move on. This life will never be okay with out your smile or the laugh I never got to hear. […]Read more "Mothers day letter to Reason"